LaDiDa

Your words can't hurt me anymore
I have been set free
All that was, no longer is
And who I was, I no longer am
All by saving grace, sent from above
All by mercy, graciously bestowed
Thank You for my freedom
Thank You for Your love
Thank You, thank You, thank You
What more can I say?
Oh yes...there is one more thing...

I LOVE YOU

Nothing

Standing on the verge of dreams
Nothing's ever as it seems
Scratching, clawing for a scrap of reality
Images flash across your face
Images of what you are
Of who you are
You don't like what you see
Suddenly this dream has become a nightmare
All that there is something that is so overbearing
How could things have ever come to this?
How did this even happen?
How could who you are on the inside have turned into this?
When did it turn to this?
Sure, on the outside, all is beautiful
Pulled together
Perfect
But no
You now see and grasp what it is that has haunted you for so long
It is the real you

This...

This nothingness that is displayed before you

How?

....how?

LOL

Round and round the world we go
Don't we know it all ends the same
Why not do something of note now
Why not get noticed now
Why wait til we're dead and gone
To see if maybe, just maybe we get some credit
Why not shout it from the rooftops

Social Obligation

I mix, I mingle, I do my best
To focus on you and not forget the rest
Social obligations all of the time
We don't get along but we have to act fine
Why on earth do we pretend?
Why can't this be the end
To all of this petty and pointless talk?

I'm standing here
Taking in
The beauty of
Your amazing love
Protruding from the tops of trees
Radiating from the flowers I see
Flowing from the rivers around me
Coming from the songbird's mouth
Up above the mountain tops
Spewing from the geyser's depth
Ebbing in the ocean's flow
All around me
Beauty,
Love,
Your love
As far as the eye can see

I Talk to Birds

Some would say it's weird, me talking to the birds

But they understand me, motivate me, move me

They tell me I can soar to new heights

Accomplish what has never been accomplished

Be who I wanna be and not what you want from me

They tell me I am strong, and bold, and vivacious

I am above all worries and heartache

I can say, do and act as I wish with no retribution

So, you may say it's weird, me talking to the birds

But I understand them, learn from them, and move on

lost

i had a moment of perfection
love, life and happiness were right
now it has all just blown away with the wind
leaving nothing to reside
i freakin miss my life
the way it use to be
but now i must move on
never has that ever been so challenging