You have become a Monster

How can you act like someone no longer exists when at one point they were the only one that kept you breathing? I was there for you through the thick and through the thin. When she was toying with your emotions, I was there, trying to be as solid of a rock that I could be. You told me everything. I even know things about you that you may never know I know. You were truly a puzzle to figure out, but I did. I wanted to. You meant so much to me and I wanted to show that to you. Now you just up and walk away. Another "she" has come along. I wanted to tell you how much I actually liked her, but you shunned me totally and completely out of your life. I truly cannot understand it. You are no longer the person I once had figured out. Every night is torture knowing that I can never have the one thing that was good in my life back. I want you here with me. I wouldn't even care if I felt like a third wheel, I just want to be a part of your life again. I want to see you get engaged and married, get that job you've always wanted, have kids, be there to hear your stories of how you've traveled the world. But I can't, you won't let me. You have become a monster, and I don't know what to do. I suppose there is nothing that I can do, really, and that upsets me to no end. I can only pray that God will change your heart or let me forever forget what you have meant to me.